She wouldn't have thought that things would be that complicated on the Wave Rider, given that it's what Zari used to do before, and the crew seems to prefer her, in some instances. It's a complicated knot of feelings that she's still trying to unwind.

She misses her brother. She misses John. But she doesn't miss the way it feels like she's the second choice now. It's reminiscent of how she's felt her entire life since Behrad was born and took his place as the only son.

She kind of hates it.

But, if they're going to stress eat together, she might as well get the dish. "Do tell."